The isolation of mental illness

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Mental illness can be a very lonely experience. It can feel like what applies to the rest of the world gets turned on its head when it comes to you. When others ask questions like, “Why didn’t you come to the party?” or “Why haven’t you finished your assignment?” it can be hard to come up with answers that are both understandable and that protect your dignity. It’s hard to find words to describe what permeates your life and makes you feel separate from everyone else.

I wish I could say that people are generally understanding and that if you just say it how it is, you’ll get an empathetic response and an offer of help. The truth is, people are generally uncomfortable talking about mental illness. This societal silence perpetuates the feelings of isolation that mental illness can create.

Still, mental illness affects everyone, whether through experience or indirectly through others in their lives. With one in four Americans struggling with mental illness in any given year, everyone knows someone. It is, however, for the most part an “invisible illness” and people learn to hide their symptoms so no one knows anything is wrong. But it’s still there. 

The next time you sit in a meeting, classroom or other group situation, start counting off one in four people. Now take that group and expand. Remember, the one in four figure is for any given year. Some people have recovered from a past mental illness and others will experience it in the future. Seeing how common it is in this way can be an eye-opener. It’s a lot more prevalent than it seems when you’re lying in bed at 3:00 p.m. and wondering what’s wrong with you since “everyone else” can move on with their days. 

   

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But knowing you are not alone and feeling isolated are not mutually exclusive. While you might theoretically know that others are struggling, too, it’s not like people show up to work saying, “I didn’t come in yesterday because I had a really bad panic attack,” like they say, “I didn’t show up because I had the flu.” Mental illness is surrounded by so much stigma and perceived shame that it’s hard to talk about.

If you want to change the conversation and help others understand how mental illness impacts everyone, that’s great. Just take care of yourself while you do so. As a starting point, here is an article on how to tell others you have a mental illness. If you’d rather avoid the topic, that’s okay, too. It’s your right to decide how much you want to talk about your condition, if you want to talk about it at all.

One thing that can help you feel less alone is through entertainment. Finding stories of others we can relate to can be cathartic and empowering. There are lots of mental health memoirs that focus on specific conditions, so you can surely find one for yours. For instance, there’s Prozac Nation for depression and Girl, Interrupted about borderline personality disorder. There are so many more if you just search for them. There are also fictional stories of mental illness, as well as more technical books. (I’ve compiled a list of books that help you learn more about your condition.) Movies that address mental health topics abound, too, like these Oscar-winning best picture films.

There are also online communities that can offer support. For instance, HealthyPlace has a variety of forums addressing different conditions. Another cool site is PatientsLikeMe, where in addition to having access to forums, you can track your symptoms. Everyone’s data is used to come up with helpful information. It covers a lot of medical conditions, but there’s a section for mental health concerns. Be aware, though, that these groups are for support only. They are not a replacement for a doctor or a therapist. Simple symptom management tips and sympathetic stories are great, but you should not use forums to resolve more serious issues.

Remember that mental health issues are just as much a part of the human experience as anything else. It can feel isolating, but you are by no means alone. You can choose to seek out others who share your experience, or you can just comfort yourself with the knowledge that what you are experiencing is, in its own way, normal. How you approach your condition is entirely up to you, but always know that you aren’t broken, you aren’t weird, you aren’t crazy and you aren’t alone.

What do you do when your mental illness makes you feel alone? Share feedback in the comments.